EllieFeilder

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oooooo by EllieFeilder, literature

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oooooo

Night was coming quickly, casting a shadow on everything in it's path. A soft breeze rolled by, as if to to warn me that i was alone. The wind began to pick up more and more, causing small tree branches to crackle and bigger ones to screech against the windows. afraid a branch might break and shatter my kitchen window, i took the gardening sheers and marched outside to cut any dead branches off. The storm on the horizon was evident; if the moisture in the air that clung to my neck and arms weren't enough, the heat and pressure were the only other things that could assure me. As the first few droplets sprinkled my hair and

pretty by EllieFeilder, literature

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pretty

what is left when all you hang onto is a pretty face? when the world revolves around beauty but the rest of us can't keep up the pace? It's all lies, skin and bones, whats left of beauty is forgotten like an ancient picture, carved in stone. you ARE beautiful, it may not be in the way that the world wants you to be, but its what you've got so cling to it tightly and never set if free. Your soul is the most precious thing that this new world doesn't hold dear, when all girls are driven to starvation, is that when they will reappear? When will we, ourselves, be enough for the world? When our pores are non existant and our hair is perf

falling by EllieFeilder, literature

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falling

sinking sliding, unable to escape. theres no way to separate my inevitable fate. nothing under me, to keep me steady, no one by my side, waiting and ready. Tumbling, falling, hurling with speed, cant take any more of this wanting...this need. fighting struggling, to keep away from the end only to find that i'm stuck again. numbing, death, anything but this the feeling i get with each and every kiss.

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Fan: How do you feel about your younger fans? I was told by a fan that because I'm a 15-year-old sXe kid, I have no business listening to AFI. Davey: That's absurd. I'M a fifteen year old sxe kid...er...just older...a lot older. (taken from ASK AFI on the Despair Faction board) Geoff: Yeah, I run Key Lime Pie Records. So, unless people give me money, I pay for everything myself and I get nothing in return!! Davey: You get a kiss every once in a while. Geoff: Not from you!!! Davey: I try. Maybe we'll win another VMA if I die, like for sure. One time I was singing along with a boy that looked like me in the crowd, and he pushed away the m

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the beginging of an end by EllieFeilder, literature

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the beginging of an end

We all saw you that day, thinking nothing of the thing that could have happened. we lost you that day, wishing nothing more than to have you in our arms again. the game of LIFE, so fragile, so breakable, is not much of a game, more like a fable. i never had the chance to say goodbye, but no one really did. the game that you played that night took your life then we realized that we were no longer kids. the tears where shed, emotions bled, when we heard the news that you where dead. all of us cried and on the inside died, when we heard exactly what we'd dread. the beginning of an end. the end of your beginning. it all started

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United States
Deviant for 17 years
www.myspace.com/otter_sex
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I'm Katie; I'm a writer, friend, poke'mon enthusist, and avid reader.

Current Residence: under the hill
Favourite genre of music: ALL
Favourite photographer: Jason Talley :)
Favourite style of art: Still life
Favourite cartoon character: Belle
Personal Quote: "he's totally straight until he puts on the tutu"

Favourite Visual Artist

Depends on the artwork.

Favourite Movies

300, jim henson's labyrinth, aladdin, house of a thousand corpses

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

My Chemical Romance, Jason Mraz, Jullianne Hough

Favourite Writers

undecided

Favourite Gaming Platform

Sega Genisis

Other Interests

writing, music, theater, make-up

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EllieFeilder

Mar 15, 2010

joy

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I know most of you don't really get me anymore, but i just want you guys to know that it's been a long time since i felt this happy. I like it. And even if you guys think its dumb or crazy, i'm going to do what makes me happy. Tomorrow i have a habitat for humanity work-day, Robert is coming to help me, and i was hoping ~Sansansan (https://www.deviantart.com/sansansan) would come over afterwords but my response was "i dunno" so i also "dunno" lol :)

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EllieFeilder

Feb 17, 2010

urg.

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today was the worst day ever. text me.

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EllieFeilder

Jan 29, 2010

Alice in Wonderland

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My next cosplay pick is going to be Alice in Wonderland. I'm thinking The cartoon, but with like an Indie twist. I'm going to go look at jackets later this afternoon. Becky's pretty sure on being the Queen of Hearts(We're going to have SOOO much fun with that) Beth is going to be Alice, because she has the best legs out of all of us(Thank Jesus for swim and being heavenly tall!) I'm going to be the mad hatter(no relation to my sanity, which may or may not exist) AND LIZANA IS GOING TO BE THE DOORMOUSE SINCE SHES TINY AND ADORABLE! :)I'm not really sure exactly what everyones going to do since this was somewhat spur of the moment. I have mine